Tuesday, July 29, 2008

More pictures of our new dog, Mochi. Ain't it a yummy name? =)

ARH SAVE MEE!

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{I wrote my precious moments at 12:08 AM}

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Monday, July 28, 2008

Ok on a lighter note now, I want to let things be as normal as it can. We want to keep my mum busy with stuffs so as to not think too much about the moments she had regretted doing. So we bought a dog, Shih Tzu breed. =)

See her:

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{I wrote my precious moments at 2:53 PM}

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Hi everyone. Sorry for not updating my blog. My Dad has passed away on 22nd July 08 at 1.17pm, that would very much explain my absence from school. The funeral will be held later in the morning, at 11am. You can also see my Dad in the Orbituary Section of Straits Times/Wan Bao.

As we go through this hectic and busy lifestyle, we can never realize that we've never treated our parents right, as in 100% respectful, helpful and thoughtful. I who am going through this life changing phase would like to advice all my dear friends out there, that no matter how much you dislike the way your parents teach you, interact with them like there won't be a tomorrow. That would be the same for any of your friends or relatives. For parents, a simple "I love you" every day would be good enough, because you will never know what will happen. I DO regret for the fact that 2 days before he passed on I wasn't able to spend time with him, and was even in an indirect cold war with him.

My Dad was a man who will never regret living such a wonderful life. He gained citizenship by serving the army, so that he could marry my mum. He had many friends and cadets under him whom he treated like sons. He was a master parachuter, so he had a life full of adventures. Went through survivor camps which required him to eat animals of the forests for food. He was a Commando (best of the best army men) that taught many OCS cadets. Not only was he a dedicated officer, he was a dutiful father who cared for us more than anyone. He just didn't put them into words.

He passed away pretty suddenly because of the fact that the day before he was still able to eat and sit up. He was peaceful as he went away, no pain...

Thank you for visiting: Regina, Poh Gek, Stephanie, Xuan An, Ipkaw, Hamidah, Valerie, Yee Shuan, Jia Yan, Raymond, Samuel and Dzaki and my personal tutor Ms Sharlin Ho. Thank you Darryl for your initial plan to visit. Thank you Zoe for calling. Friends who didn't know, I'm sorry as I only told some.

{I wrote my precious moments at 3:05 AM}

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

Thanks everyone for asking me to cheer up and giving me some chim encouraging words to make me feel... less down. Well it still doesn't change the thing about me being less... competent. It's a fact, not that I'm degrading myself.

Besides, people NEED to feel down now and then, so that they can appreciate and look forward to the better times. There's always this comparison thing going on. Like if you ask about my dad now, if you compare the present him with 3 months ago, of course he's not as good, but if you compare him with last week, oh he's definitely better. Before I step into the "no link" territory, I'll talk about something lighter.

I DYED MY HAIR. Yesh. Lighter. Lol. And my hair style's quite one-sided so I might want to avoid as many people as I can before it grows to be more equal. I went to Tiff's concert with Shu Anne and she was the first to see it. And... she said it was ok. Do you want to believe her? Up to you...

Now back to my modelling homework. I must pass up by tml. Zzzzz...

{I wrote my precious moments at 10:54 PM}

Oneness and Trinity

Saturday, July 19, 2008

I'm a stupid idiotic fool good-for-nothing retarded gullible don't know how to reject others dumb IQ negative infinity shouldn't be living in this world piece of dung person. All this while I've talked about different kinds of people and said negative stuff about them, but actually I should be scolding myself instead. I shouldn't have soloed anything right from the start. Oh yeah... Go around and enjoy for a while and come back to scold me. Do it more. I deserve it anyway, because I'm just useless and incompetent. Maybe I'm still young, or old but still immatured, or I'm a softie, or just plain useless. Yes... Softie. Too lenient to do anything right. Ah. I deserve it, really. Scold, curse, hit me against the wall, whatever. Just do something now. And I swear to you I'm seriously serious, readers. So don't put any crap as dumb as me on my tagboard.

Ya. Laugh all you want. I'm afraid to care already.

{I wrote my precious moments at 11:17 PM}

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I'm not trying to offend, but... It's really a wonder that be it in movies or in reality, when disaster strikes, the people who rule the land are always in a safe place. There was a massive flood disaster reported last night, where citizens were trying to save each other, and there the important man of the country was making an announcement this and that. This set me thinking: If rulers are not IN that situation, how are they going to make the best decisions? Besides, it's not really fair uh, that people of a higher level gets more shelter than others.

It's the same case for children. Last evening I went down to Kopitiam with Mum to buy Kway Chap at the duck rice stall. Everyone was queuing up nicely and in between was a mother and her son. A while later, before the boy's turn to order, his mum went out of the queue to wait for him. And a few seconds after, the seller asked the lady BEHIND the boy. "The boy haven't order right..." I was thinking to myself (as always), and indeed, HE HADN'T ORDERED. I was so cheesed off I stared at that lady's friends.

Sorry I had this behavior because I had experienced this too. No one bothered to take my order at the ice cream store when I was younger. EVEN WHEN I WAS HOLDING A 50 DOLLAR NOTE. *Hello! Spending powered child here!* Because of that I went off to my mummy and cried like a timid lil' kid (I still am, just that I'm not so lil'... anymore =[ ).

Sigh... trying kick the habit of cracking my fingers... It's hard work. But I tell you, I CAN DO IT! For the sake of the road to agile typing. LOL.

4.3GB of WoW... My laptop's gonna get slower soon. =/

{I wrote my precious moments at 2:50 AM}

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Hi all... it's been tiring these days. Didn't go home until 12am. Nevertheless, we should smile our our to sleep. Haha. I'm Xhausted. Zzzz... August is assignment submission month sia. I guess it's the last one before the semester ends. Hopefully I'll score better for the upcoming tests and exams. Jia you ppl. Don't regret what you're doing now.

I've become so impatient and easily irritated. These happens when I just woke up or at sleeping time. I seriously need more rest.

I won't have time for anything else until I finish all my assignments. Lol. "Jazz ar. Since when are you so hardworking sia..." EH DUN THINK THAT WAY CANNNN... x(

Went for Jazz Band today. Every practice rocked. Those who are coming to SP, please join Jazz Band =D *PS: It does matter whether you've got music background or not*.

I played till my lower lip bled. I was shocked when I saw red color on the reed. I'm sure reed players have experienced this before. This is not unusual, but it doesn't happen often. Whew~!

Done some homework for tomorrow's lesson and some for the assignment to be handed up next Monday. Coming soooooon... ><

Ok I almost feel asleep. Time for bed. Nights people.

{I wrote my precious moments at 2:17 AM}

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

{I wrote my precious moments at 9:42 PM}

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

{I wrote my precious moments at 9:03 PM}

Oneness and Trinity

One night, a man went into the mountains because he was super angry with his wife. When he reached the top, he could make out an image of an empty bucket on the floor. He decided to vent his anger on it. "WHY IS MY WIFE LIKE THAAAAATTT!!!" And he kicked it just to make himself feel better, but he didn't know that he was at the edge of the cliff. As he kicked the bucket, he lost balance, fell off the cliff... and er... kicked the bucket.

So that's how it came about. Does this story make sense to you now, dear readers?

{I wrote my precious moments at 12:22 PM}

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Monday, July 14, 2008

STORY TIME~*

A man was down with a bad flu and stayed in the hospital for a few days. He had to take a particular medicine 5 times a day.

The man's doctor came one morning to check on him.

"Hmmm... The medicine's not working eh? I'll double the dosage."

"WHAT? That medicine's already so bitter and hard to consume, you still want to double the dosage?"

"I'm not the one who's down with flu. I'm the one who kills your flu. So you shall eat what I give."

In the end, the man was cured of the flu, but suffered a lot due to the heavy side effects.

One day, the doctor went gambling and lost a huge sum of money, including his job, and was walking on the streets aimlessly.

A few meters ahead of him was a street stall selling noodles for $1.20. The poor doctor rushed forward to the stall and ordered a bowl. The stallholder happened the be the patient he had treated some time ago. The doctor couldn't recognize the stallholder, but the man remembered him.

"Can I have a bowl of noodles? I haven't eaten for days because I only have 2 dollars with me."

He gave him a bowl of leftover food from other customers.

"WHAT? I've got the money to pay for a fresh bowl and you're giving me this?"

"I'm not the one who's hungry. I'm the one who stops your hunger. So you shall eat what I give."

The moral of the story - treat others like how you treat yourself.

The end.

Please comment. =D

{I wrote my precious moments at 1:21 PM}

Oneness and Trinity

Thursday, July 10, 2008